Did that really just happen?

So first late night adventure of the summer was to say the least...interesting. My friend Kara and I started of the night by heading up lookout mountain and ended up stealing a cone it was fantastically hilarious since I took it through the window like a crazy person. Though, hanging out with Kara was plenty fine it is just in our nature to find boys to hang out with. Well we ended up hanging out with her black friend Daijon and his cousin Bueno. So that just sets up the whole situation. They decided that we needed to see this haunted road and that we were going to be super scared but alas not scared at all kinda a bummer. From there we drove up to boulder and the entire was up there we were being awkwardly hit on so that was great. We went up some creepy mountain and continued to get hit on even after falsely telling them that I had a boyfriend. The we almost died cause there was some strange creature walking around the woods. After all this awkward adventuring we finally made it safely back to our own beds... still can't believe that happened.

Another thing is I've been running everyday since I've been home which is good cause I want to get back into shape. I don't mind running in Colorado as much as running in Illinois cause the view is just so beautiful. I missed the mountains a lot. I'm hoping this summer I can run farther then I have been. I like it cause it gives me a chance to clear my head of everything. My new plan is to not outwardly try to talk to David. I need to start the healing process and I think it's going to be easier then my last break up because it's circumstantial and not going to be nasty. I feel that if I am going to get over him then I am truly going to have to force myself to let go. Stop texting him everyday, stop checking his facebook, stop trying to force something that inevitably is going to end. I'm going to use this summer to do that... I hope it works.

"It doesn't make sense to let go of something you had for so long. But it also doesn't make sense to hold on when there's nothing actually there."

All my love,
Shenanigans