Just kidding I don't have the black lung pop however I did come down with a severe case of pink eye. Yay I just love having my eye goopy and bloodshot... oh and swollen. Ugh I feel like I am sick all the time. Lucky my eyes are healing up rather quickly so they should be at 100% by tomorrow I'm hoping. With that however I could not go to my job interviews because I looked like a cyclopse so alas I am still jobless. Not ideal but it is what it is.
We are supposed to go up to the mountains tomorrow with some family friends but is it bad that I don't want to go? I don't know it's just not going to be fun since there is not going to be anyone close to my age going so I guess we'll see how that one turns out.
On a high or low note... I havent talked to David in 6 days. It's getting easier, it doesn't hurt so much I just miss having someone to talk to. I find I still check his facebook more frequently then I should, but I haven't been tempted to call or text him so that's good. I guess it was just time for this to happen and I know that deep down this will be better for me. I know I'm going to miss him because he is or was one of my best friends, but i think not talking for a while will be good and then a few months down the road we can get back in touch after I've fully moved on and what not. I think thats going to be the best option in the long run. Who knows maybe six years from now things will be different, but for now this is how it has to be and I'm amazingly okay with that.
"I believe in being strong when everthing seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles."-Audrey HepBurn
All my love,
Shenanigans
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