Let go or hold on?

I'm finding that it's getting harder and harder to control how I feel about david. It shouldn't bother me that the girl he used to be in love with posts on his wall, and i shouldn't be upset that he replied to her. I don't know I guess I just get weird because I never really know where we stand and I have no idea who else he talks to, what he's doing, how he feels, and though it bothers me he seems to not care even in the slightest that I could be doing whatever as well. I guess i just feel stuck, like i'm never going to meet anyone else. I wish he would just talk to me and we could work things out. Well i guess we'll see how things go in August if I end up seeing him or not... well just needed to get that off my chest.

All my Love,
Shenanigans